Sunday, November 17, 2013

Time to face the excuses

It seems that even if you aren’t being productive or creative, the days still keep going along. Whether you stop to blog about the days (or week or month!) accomplishments or not, the days keep going. Pretty soon you realize that long periods of time have moved along while you were busy looking the other way.

I know this feeling first hand. I have come back to my space here a few times & I always say I need to write. I need to update. And just as quickly, I am distracted onto something else. I am working now, to begin to correct this.  If I don’t want to end up with a real world time clock job, I need to begin again to revive my passion(s). I need to find myself again. This, is what I’m working on now.

With the holidays approaching I am faced again with the same products I created years ago. In early 2012 I began to create what are now called Meditation Sets. I also made some fun soap dishes. Both were made from beautiful OLD California redwood scraps. This year? Yeah, I made lots of excuses but no new creations that went further than the idea or sample stage.

When you stop to think about this lack of creative juice flow, you can see how in the big picture of things, it can cause you stress. I know it has for me. The stress of not seeing your creations move. The stress of trying to keep up with new marketing ideas. The stress of a shrinking balance in your checkbook that causes you to wonder how ends will meet.  Stress is awful & can have a huge effect on life. I’m working on this.

For the past couple of years I have felt stuck, creativity wise. I felt like I could not make new things with all the old things I have here. How could I justify making more new stuff when I still had stuff I made back in …. 2008? Come to find out, this was an excuse. Even so, I could not find a way to get past it. Well, that is until last Friday. I had coffee with a girlfriend. We chatted about lots of things. An awesome idea came out of that coffee break for me. A way to let go of so much of this old(to me) product without just saying “throw it away”, which, I certainly can’t bring myself to do. I will make a complete post about it as soon as I have photos to share with it. Hoping it all can come together by week’s end.

So over the next few weeks this whole site will continue to get facelifts & changes. I already love my new header which I created. I’m working on new focused business cards & I’m just excited in general about what almost feels like a new found freedom to create again.  Stay tuned!

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